Bless me Death....

Sometimes life takes you the point where you start questioning the existence of God...his Power...and his unbiased Grace. When I wrote this Poem my belief on God was shaken and I, the theist, didn't shame to curse the Almighty. 

Life is not worth shucks

can’t live it any more.

Me, like a wrecked ship

laid at distant shore.

I see the hopeless future

awaiting every morrow.

En route to my goals

boulevards gone narrow.

Was I doomed to failure

did not I give my best?

Ever in this drudgery

had I taken rest?

Oh god, you so ruthless

revel in game of breath.

I dare you prove me wrong

if not, bless me death.

                   ---Rahul

My Wish......

wrote 1 year after the first poem..  


I saw one couple passing as I looked out of window
She held his hand tightly while stepping over snow
I wanted to hold you but afraid of hurting you
I want you to kill me for the crime I didn’t do


When everyone had someone to share their feeling
I spoke to myself within walls and under dark ceiling
I wanted to tell you but afraid of hurting you
I want you to kill me for the crime I didn’t do


Those last days were life-taking as you walked away
I wish you heard the feelings my heartbeats tried to say
I wanted to scream loud but afraid of hurting you
I want you to kill me for the crime I didn’t do


I dunno what brought you so close to my heart
But death is only reason that’ll separate us apart
I wanted to be alive but afraid of hurting you
I want you to kill me for the crime I didn’t do


I want you to kill me for the crime of loving you
I want you to kill me for the crime of losing you
                                                 --Rahul

Don't you feel the way I feel about You....

This is the Song I had written during my college days. 
Found it on one loose page in my closet and hence sharing it with you. 
The use of words is simple and song might seem jejune but they all came with the burst of emotions.
I hope you will like it.
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I know, I m not the best person in world
But you are the purest of pure pearl
Gimme chance honey, gimme the life
My heart is nicking, take out the knife


This life was boring before you came
Days and nights were nothing but same
Now I sleep to hug you in my dream
And wake up with you in morning gleam


I may not take you to the wonderland
And build the castle with magic wand
As these are the things out of my control
But I promise you my life and my soul


The world is so big and life is so short
Will love you forever with all my heart
Be the princess of my home of sand
Make me prince by holding my hand


You pass me by through blowing breeze
You speak and my time comes to freeze
I wanna kiss you and this feeling is new
Don’t you feel the way I feel about you?


Don’t you feel the way I feel about you?

                                              --Rahul