My Wish......

wrote 1 year after the first poem..  


I saw one couple passing as I looked out of window
She held his hand tightly while stepping over snow
I wanted to hold you but afraid of hurting you
I want you to kill me for the crime I didn’t do


When everyone had someone to share their feeling
I spoke to myself within walls and under dark ceiling
I wanted to tell you but afraid of hurting you
I want you to kill me for the crime I didn’t do


Those last days were life-taking as you walked away
I wish you heard the feelings my heartbeats tried to say
I wanted to scream loud but afraid of hurting you
I want you to kill me for the crime I didn’t do


I dunno what brought you so close to my heart
But death is only reason that’ll separate us apart
I wanted to be alive but afraid of hurting you
I want you to kill me for the crime I didn’t do


I want you to kill me for the crime of loving you
I want you to kill me for the crime of losing you
                                                 --Rahul